Wednesday, January 16, 2008

He's Going to leave

Yes, he's going to leave sooner. I know, this is really crazy to feel this way but I couldn't help it. Too bad i wasn't really careful that i lost my heart again, somehow.
Yes, this is really crazy. i want to just stop the time from moving, the days from coming. It feels like a part of me would be taken away, again.
Yes, he's just been a part of my life for a short time. But he made me feel some emotions that elicited my creativity. Somehow, in his own unique, natural and special ways, he has become my inspiration. The reason in some ways why I held on to something that I couldn't stand.
Whenever I see him, i feel the rush of adrenalin and endorphin inside me. It seems like an "upper" has been injected to me. Do i sound like an obsessed creature? No, I'm not. I just admire him this much.
Now, he's leaving. I'll be sad for sure, my days there wherever I am right now will never be the same again but I must continue what I've started. I'll leave that place also sooner or later but his memories will linger. They will always stay. In time, what I feel for him now will fade away but the feeling of happiness his memories will bring will never will.
I think, nowadays, whenever we have the chance to talk, i don't let it pass me by without staring at his face. I'm just trying to memorize his profile. i don't want to forget his lovely face. I want to keep every inch of it in my mind.
Hah! I think I'm becoming a hopeless romantic fool here again. But this is what I'm feeling now. I'm just so elated that i want to jump. My goodness, just the mere sight of him takes my breath away. I know, my heart belongs to someone else but that didn't prevent me from admiring him that much.
I hope we'll see each other again in the future. I hope that I'll see his lovely face again. His beautiful eyes, his kind countenance.

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